Why am i a Trollope?

Once I had a glory,

Brightness,

Dignity and pride

Of my parents,

I had a world of roses.

Now, a lonely star outside

The closed universe

I had my twisted soul

Long ago

I experienced

The darkest of pain

Because

That was a black day

I  sold by twerp

For his income

Due to addiction of wine

Every guy take me high

At every night bit by bit

And I pert them

To get passion flower by them.

Whenever their lips meet mine

My throat burns with anger

While my stomach growls even mare.

I lost my hopes

My dignity

My soul and

They took my virginity

My hopes & dream

Now, I am nothing

Nut a Trollope before you.

  I stand in front of the mirror

And wipe the beg away

My vision is still hazy

From ridding myself this way

I ashamed of what I have done

But it hurts me more

I can’t make myself stop doing it

Because yet I have lost my hopes

I can’t be for samon’s true